After My Father's Death

After my father passed away from an overdose, I was living with my mother, who was struggling to cope with the loss. She didn’t want to return to work, and when she received his death benefits, she gave me the money to buy a couple of pounds of marijuana. The idea was that I would sell it to help cover our household expenses. It wasn’t my first time dealing drugs, but this marked a deeper dive into that lifestyle. At first, I was focused on making ends meet, but things quickly spiraled out of control. Not long after that, I began using powder cocaine heavily. What started as a way to support my family turned into a dangerous habit. I began trading marijuana for cocaine instead of using the profits to pay bills. My priorities shifted, and I lost sight of the original purpose. The night I got robbed was a turning point. I had just picked up two pounds of marijuana and my prescription for Xanax. Everything was in a backpack on the passenger seat whe...